Buring the candle at both ends...

I am wearing myself...

I can feel it.
I am begining to get a cough, I am always yawning, and I am starting to developt perminant black bags under my eyes.

It seems so lonely when you know your friends are asleep and your awake. There is no one to talk too. I am jelous of them. why must my life be filled with never ending work? Mabye it's becasue I am slow and don't work fast enough.

I want a time to rest. A time to relax, not race to a deadline everyday. I want time to work on my manga. But there is no time for anything. I brough the Playstation 2 to my dorm over a month ago, and I still have yet to turn it on.

Why can't I live in a magical dream world where I can sleep all the time?

And I close my eyes...

I see a green hill with an oak tree at the top...

it leaves haslt the warm sun...

creating a shaded place to rest...

I take her hand, and lead her to the base of the tree...

I kiss her hand and let her head rest on my shoulders...

for I would carry the burden of her mind when ever she needed me too...

Her eyes close and I watch her drift asleep...

A few green leaves touch the soft grass that I sit on...

I lean my head againt hers and close my eyes,

as a soft summer breaze kiss my cheeks....

I am falling...

falling asleep...

falling into her heart...

fall in to her dreams...

Falling in love....

but the I realize it...

I have already fallen...

and my heart is hers and hers alone..

and forever I will be by herside....

now and forever...