So many things to do...so litte time...
I feel like writing something emotional. Something filled with feeling. But all that comes to mind are sad thoughts. What do I do? What do I write? Guess I should try and forget my mind and let my heart speak for a change.
It's unfair.
Life it so unfair.
One shot.
Once chance.
And as I sit here I am thinking that I am wasting time.
That limited time I have.
You know if you really think about it, every moment of your day you should spend doing something. Even when you are eating, you could be doing something. T.V. sucks out your life, and I am sad to say it so does the computer. Chatting on msn, or typing on Gaia is a waste. At the end of the day you have achived nothing. When you talk on the phone you should be doing something. Writing this is taking away from a part of my life, becasue it really doesn't mean anything tommorow. Things change too fast, people grow up, and grow old. When was the last time you told your friends how much they really mean to you? When was the last time you said I love you to your Parents and really in your heart meant it. It was nothign casual. It was from the heart. You don't wanna look back and say "I don't think I said I love you near enough". I play video games, in a race to beat them. I've acompished a goal. But it really doesn't do much for me. It's a race, you finish one to get to the next, never wanting to waste time, but you are. That time could be spent with people.
One shot..
I've only got once chance. I would like to sleep in tommorow, and skip class, but you know what? I need to learn, I need a purpose. I shouldn't look forward to sleep, or a time when I am doing nothing. I should look forward to the hear and now.
And although I am just as sure I will go on the internet, just as I am sure the sun will rise, I know little by little it is time for me to change.
Now I have been having some trouble find an inspiration to create. I want to draw demno candy, but I feel like I got nothing left. So I will talk about it for a moment or two.
What was it originally about?
Well the answer is simple. Me as a Incubus, who was sought after by all demons, and I wore some sort of leather outfit. Well that wasn't that simple. It was an output for what I wanted. To be sought after. For everyone to want me. To love me.
What is it about now?
At this point it is more or less becoming more and more likethe intro to a larger series. But this one has it's own closing. Jonathan (you notice how I don't refere to him as me anymore) and his new friends try to free themselves from the demonlords, while all the time becoming closer and acomplishing their goals.
The second subplot is about the Demon Candy it self. The Demon Candy is the reincarnation of an ancient demon who was been sealed away by Lucifer and Omni. The seals on his prison can only be opened when his reincarnation taps into his power. So unsuspectingly Jonathan is unlocking the Demon prison when he gains his awesome power. However who ever posses Jonathan's heart and body gains the power of the ancient demon, so although they don't relise it right away the demons are after Jonathan becasue he is the Demon Candy. Citoria, a projected form of the ancient Demon guides Jonathan, as well as help him out, for her wants his own revenge on the DemonLords. In the end, the final seal is broken and the Prison breaks and the story of Demon Candy ends with our heros not knowing this.
The Third plot is a love plot. A succubus falls in love with Jonathan and his innocent attitude and although he doesn't fall for her obsesive love right away he realizes that she really does love him for who he is and not becasue he is the Demon Candy. However she is a full demon (she was once an angel) and does not posses a soul, so she can never return to being a human and if Jonathan changes back she will remain immortal and live on with out him. Thus making Jonathans decision to become human again a difficult one.
WOW!! That's alot of stuff to take in.
But I wanted to write it out.
I think I am done for the night. Lots to do tommorow.
Till then..
It's unfair.
Life it so unfair.
One shot.
Once chance.
And as I sit here I am thinking that I am wasting time.
That limited time I have.
You know if you really think about it, every moment of your day you should spend doing something. Even when you are eating, you could be doing something. T.V. sucks out your life, and I am sad to say it so does the computer. Chatting on msn, or typing on Gaia is a waste. At the end of the day you have achived nothing. When you talk on the phone you should be doing something. Writing this is taking away from a part of my life, becasue it really doesn't mean anything tommorow. Things change too fast, people grow up, and grow old. When was the last time you told your friends how much they really mean to you? When was the last time you said I love you to your Parents and really in your heart meant it. It was nothign casual. It was from the heart. You don't wanna look back and say "I don't think I said I love you near enough". I play video games, in a race to beat them. I've acompished a goal. But it really doesn't do much for me. It's a race, you finish one to get to the next, never wanting to waste time, but you are. That time could be spent with people.
One shot..
I've only got once chance. I would like to sleep in tommorow, and skip class, but you know what? I need to learn, I need a purpose. I shouldn't look forward to sleep, or a time when I am doing nothing. I should look forward to the hear and now.
And although I am just as sure I will go on the internet, just as I am sure the sun will rise, I know little by little it is time for me to change.
Now I have been having some trouble find an inspiration to create. I want to draw demno candy, but I feel like I got nothing left. So I will talk about it for a moment or two.
What was it originally about?
Well the answer is simple. Me as a Incubus, who was sought after by all demons, and I wore some sort of leather outfit. Well that wasn't that simple. It was an output for what I wanted. To be sought after. For everyone to want me. To love me.
What is it about now?
At this point it is more or less becoming more and more likethe intro to a larger series. But this one has it's own closing. Jonathan (you notice how I don't refere to him as me anymore) and his new friends try to free themselves from the demonlords, while all the time becoming closer and acomplishing their goals.
The second subplot is about the Demon Candy it self. The Demon Candy is the reincarnation of an ancient demon who was been sealed away by Lucifer and Omni. The seals on his prison can only be opened when his reincarnation taps into his power. So unsuspectingly Jonathan is unlocking the Demon prison when he gains his awesome power. However who ever posses Jonathan's heart and body gains the power of the ancient demon, so although they don't relise it right away the demons are after Jonathan becasue he is the Demon Candy. Citoria, a projected form of the ancient Demon guides Jonathan, as well as help him out, for her wants his own revenge on the DemonLords. In the end, the final seal is broken and the Prison breaks and the story of Demon Candy ends with our heros not knowing this.
The Third plot is a love plot. A succubus falls in love with Jonathan and his innocent attitude and although he doesn't fall for her obsesive love right away he realizes that she really does love him for who he is and not becasue he is the Demon Candy. However she is a full demon (she was once an angel) and does not posses a soul, so she can never return to being a human and if Jonathan changes back she will remain immortal and live on with out him. Thus making Jonathans decision to become human again a difficult one.
WOW!! That's alot of stuff to take in.
But I wanted to write it out.
I think I am done for the night. Lots to do tommorow.
Till then..
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