Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Crazy Dreams....

Well last night I once again entered the crazy world of my dreams...

I was in a school, and this was no ordinary school. If I had to guess it seemed a lot like Hogwarts, but more twisted than a Dr. Zues book. There we for main levels, 2 were evil and 2 were good. The thing was there were so many passages that finding a paticular level was confusing. An example would be if I want to get from one light level to the other light level. I would go through this hidden door, down some stairs in to a small corridor, to go acorss that hall to stairs that went up, but those lead to the evil level, and then up one more to get to the second good level again. I had to go down, up, up, to get to the floor above me. Anyways, things were weird here.

I had to fight some monsters who borke into the school to steal a book of time, that could tell the future if you could read it's language. They were attacking students, and one paticular girl who could read the book. I stepped up and told them to stop. So I challenged them. They could turn into any monster and I would summon one to fight them. I glanced at the book of time, and for some reason I could read the pages and I saw that the outcome of winning meant I had to summon the creature listed there, though I said the spell I do not think I will ever remember it's name. So I summoned it, not knowing what it would do, and to my suprize it attached itself to my enemy and began a countdown time. Then as the time reached zero the monster it was attached to exploded. So the others left.

Needless to say it was extreamly crazy, and as we were walking through all the rooms I kept saying that Hogwarts was never this bad. As if I had once gone to that school..

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Phantom? Did you say Phantom?

So I was on Gaia, when I cam across a Phantom of the Opera Guild. I decided that it would be nice to join. But to join you have to send the guild a letter telling why they should let you in.

Heh....

why should they let me in?

This what I wrote:

Heh...

Lot 666....a chandelier in peices...

I am a Phantom of the Opera nut. I dressed up as him for Halloween, creating a mask that perfectly fit my face. I have been to the stage production in 3 different countries. I own all 5 versions of the Phantom of the Opera song. I sneak into churches just to play the Phantom Oveture on the Organ. I draw the Phantom in Anime all the time. I call my girl friend the Angel of Music becasue she can sing, and on every anniversary I give her a single red rose with a black ribbon tied around it.

If it wasn't for my sence of logic I would go around claiming I was the Phantom.

This is where I belong.


Oh if only I was normal ^-^
Thank you.

Waiting...

What am I waiting for?

No particularly a question of when but what.

I am not waiting for time to pass, nor a time to come.

I am merely waiting.

This is what one does in this world.

Wait…

You wait all the time.

For the train, for food, for communication.

But why are you waiting?

Because you must.

Because you must wit away your life.

Everything takes time, your time.

My time.

However for me I am waiting for something.

Yes a something.

An explanation that only creates a substance.

Giving it no form and no definition.

My what?

My paradise.

A place, not a time…

Where I can find my eternal happiness.

And I will not have to waiting anymore in this world.

A place where I can be with those I love.

My place.

Their place.

I want to grasp it in my hand.

That feeling.

Oh I have experienced it a few time.

For a little while.

But some of those memories can no longer be repeated.

Time has made sure of that.

So what am I waiting for?

For the Sunrise to more across my face,

And greet me with it’s warmth.

For the days to come when I will no longer have to wait.

For that place, anymore.

It’s coming…

It is just a matter of waiting.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

His name was Controller....