Suffering...
Kiss me in the sun…
Away from all the darkness…
But in the end I know the truth…
I feel so empty…
I know I am not empty , but my mind tell me differently…
It is creating it’s own pain…
Because no pain exist…
No more tragedy…
Perhaps that is what it is waiting for….
Something terrible…
For pity…
For a reason to hate…
I don’t have a reason…
Could it be that I like it when I suffered?
I could use the darkness…
When I suffer speak of happiness
When I fell happiness I await suffering.
I feel this is how I shall die…
In search of Happiness…
Or desiring suffering…
What have I done to myself?
Why cant I go back in time.
To a point when this all started…
To change the past…
Why cant I?
Away from all the darkness…
But in the end I know the truth…
I feel so empty…
I know I am not empty , but my mind tell me differently…
It is creating it’s own pain…
Because no pain exist…
No more tragedy…
Perhaps that is what it is waiting for….
Something terrible…
For pity…
For a reason to hate…
I don’t have a reason…
Could it be that I like it when I suffered?
I could use the darkness…
When I suffer speak of happiness
When I fell happiness I await suffering.
I feel this is how I shall die…
In search of Happiness…
Or desiring suffering…
What have I done to myself?
Why cant I go back in time.
To a point when this all started…
To change the past…
Why cant I?
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7 Comments:
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this is just a tad different from you other blog, which was so full of faith, joy and excitement towards the future. Now you are saying about how much you want to go back in the past. it makes me ask myself, about what happened to you the day this was written?
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